Sometimes, because of your deafness it may seem very difficult to get through the round of parties and functions that come with the New Year. I for one used to plan to stay at home on Christmas Day and New Yearís eve. Being single and deaf I found it very hard to get a great deal of pleasure out of raucous parties. They were incredibly tiring and I would be in bed long before midnight. I couldnít hear all the celebrations and fire crackers going off, I didnít have television so I couldnít watch the fireworks either.
It was often a very lonely time Ė a time when I would look back over the previous year and find that nothing had changed and felt powerless to change it. I often found this time of the year very depressing and was just glad to get through it.
So if youíre in this position what can you do? Take control. Make things happen in a way you can enjoy them. Plant things you enjoy and make them in advance so youíre not left out at the last minute.
If you accept invitations from colleagues, family and friends enjoy the time as much as you can and if it gets too hard because you get tired and canít participate, then it is ok to leave. Remember it is your choice rather than being forced to do something you donít want to.
Invite a small group of friends around to your home to celebrate. I had a rule family for Christmas, Friends for New Year. Or invite someone else who may be alone too. One year I invited an exchange graduate to my home for Christmas lunch because he would be alone. Another time I had a new immigrant family come over. These people are often isolated because of language and cultural differences.
I once had a close girlfriend who was in much the same position as me. Although she wasnít going deaf she did suffer a chronic life threatening illness. She lived in public housing, wasnít educated, was rearing two boys by herself and was often sick, but never did I see her depressed. She was always happy, always laughing and because of this, great fun to be with. People just loved being with her and she was everyoneís friend. I didnít know her secret, but I did know I wanted to be like her.
It took me years to learn her secret and I learned the hard way - happiness is a choice. Itís very easy to sit at home, moan about your circumstances and sink into greater depression. So choose to be happy. Choose to enjoy what you have in life. Choose to participate.