Here are some extracts from the title chapter of my book recounting the first time my partner Steve trance channelled. It came about just after a furious tongue lashing from yours truly:
I flounced off feeling utterly self-righteous and went to sit at
the computer. Our roles were reversed; this time it was Steve looking
stunned and nonplussed at the kitchen table. Good! A few minutes
later he followed me into the room, looking at me with teary eyes,
shaking a little.
Looking at him trembling before me, seeing his soul appear
vulnerable and meek from under the thick layers of bravado, my anger
towards him evaporated. Something made me say, “Sit down, your
guide wants to come through you.” Obediently he sat opposite me
and within moments he started to channel.
I grabbed pen and paper.
This was true trance channelling. I felt Steve was still
somewhere in the background, but I was face to face with someone, or
something, else and whoever or whatever it was, it was powerful.
I didn’t know if I wanted to communicate with this guide,
especially as the first comment it made directly to me was, “You have to
use your dark side.”
I replied emphatically, “I won’t do that!” and was ready to
banish the being and bring Steve straight back to the fore when he
replied, “You answer well, but you need to know what is there.”
He invited me to ask questions. I was totally unprepared for
this, neither of us could have predicted it was about to happen. I asked
why he was speaking to me.
“You are one of us. Before Egypt you were of the Holy Order. Go back to
the Bright Light. You were there. He is one of us too. He listens better than you.
We are beings of gold and blue light. Not as humans see and paint angels,
we are the Light behind the angels. We are the Chosen Ones.”
Again I toyed with sending the being away. The phrase ‘the
chosen ones’ made me uncomfortable. It has been used by man as an
excuse to dominate others. It smacked of white supremacists and
fascism. I let the being continue but decided I would be the judge of
what had come through for myself.
“You will do new healing, but it is old healing already in you, although it
will feel like a revelation. You must go back and remember...
...2008 will be your golden year. Use the opportunities. You must discern.
You will need to look after your power wisely as you will have much power.”
My audience was at an end. Steve came back to the fore
completely unaware of what had passed. He was tired and needed to
lie down and rest. He also had a case of the shakes, trembling all over.
Later when Steve had recovered I asked him to go back into
trance. I wanted to know more about this guide. Who was he, what
was his role? We hadn’t been prepared before, but now I had my
questions ready. Steve sat down, took off his glasses and quickly
slipped into a trance state.
“I have never incarnated. It is my work to look after the Chosen Ones, to
help. It can be frustrating as it is the nature of humankind to listen to only what they
hear. They do not listen to what they know.
It is through your human emotions of sorrow, hurt and suffering that we
may most easily make contact. To those of us who have stayed behind human
emotions are not understood. We feel only what you call love.
Some of us chose to incarnate with humans, while some stayed behind. It
was thought to be radical. The purity would be lost once in human form. We are not
subject to karma and at the end of each human life we have the choice to return to
the Light. The emotion of happiness stops you from hearing. Once we have your
attention you can remember and we can communicate.
We of old can help you of new remember.
You will help those humans that have the wisdom to seek you out.
In each life you are born with knowledge but the older you become in human
terms the less you know. You have forgotten, but there comes a time in your human
life when you are awakened. I cannot make you listen, but I can help and that is
what I am here for.”
Steve came back to the fore, again with no recollection of
what was said. It was almost as if he wasn’t there at all. I was
impressed by how readily he trance channelled. I’ve never let go of my
sense of self enough to channel like this. I can channel guidance by
sitting with a notebook and pen and allowing the words to flow
through me, but I’m still aware that I’m me, just taking a ‘back seat’ in
Next morning, Steve casually wandered into the kitchen
rubbing his hair dry with a towel. “What’s El-o-heem?” The word had
come to him while he’d been in the shower; this being was
‘El-o-heem’. It meant nothing to him, but I knew the word from
somewhere. I knew it was something from the Old Testament,
something to do with Judaism and that these were very high and
powerful beings indeed. So high it scared me.
This was all too much to take in. The El-o-heem claimed we
were of the same order but incarnated? If that was the truth it would
take some getting used to and it really needed questioning. Could this
be some elaborate ruse to inflate our egos and mislead us?
Researching El-o-heem on the internet we found references
to the Elohim as creator gods. Just as the guide had claimed they were
placed somewhere between the angels and the Divine Source.
Later that day I encouraged Steve to channel again. I felt we
had to get to the truth.
“After Atlantis fell the keys to healing were split up and sent around the
world. To work fully they need to be together again. They are held by the leaders of
the religions of the world. They won’t give up their keys and join them with the others.
They are none of them wrong, but none of them right.
When man has the wisdom to join the keys together the Earth will be at
last as it was intended to be at its Creation.”
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