Light behind the Angels tells the true story of my own journey to enlightenment. Join me on my quest to find lost pieces of my psyche, scattered in distant lands and across time. I needed to heal ancient wounds, release curses, dissolve shame, work on forgiving those who had hurt me and literally re-member myself. Follow the process of revealing the Light at my core, which often challenged my own beliefs about myself and my assumptions about the world we live in.
My book tells the story as it really happened and I’ve included the choices I regret, memories that make me blush and the trying, painful times. The biggest resistance in me was revealing those elements that seemed too sensational and otherworldly for people to accept. Would people believe me? Would they think I was a crazy lady? In the end I decided that I would not tone things down, because doing so would be a self betrayal and would be bowing to the prevailing three dimensional world view that I know beyond any doubt is a limited and flawed perception of reality. I hope that by baring my soul and writing so openly my book will reassure those who are experiencing strange awakenings of their own that they are not going mad and that others have trodden the path before them, however unusual and challenging the events may seem.
Central to my story are the powerful lives my partner Steve and I shared in Ancient Egypt as twins, brother and sister, High Priest and High Priestess. We had the status of living gods, which is very hard to imagine these days and took some accepting, but we did seem to possess amazing abilities which would be hailed miraculous if they were manifested now. We were Ray bearers, I embodied the Golden ray and my brother the Blue ray and a great ceremony was due to be held to blend our rays and bring the Emerald Ray down to Earth. This event was eagerly anticipated and predicted to bring Egypt even greater power. Sadly some didn’t want to see Egypt prosper and I became ensnared by a political plot to disrupt the ceremony. The end result was tragic for both of us.
In our modern lives we were sent upon a quest to set right a terrible wrong that had been done to me in Egypt which was still blocking my spiritual progress millennia later. I had been eternally cursed, by my own brother, the High Priest himself. Our modern lives appear to have been the first time that the two of us had incarnated close enough in time and space and become skilled enough to set things right. Doing so was a challenge to say the very least. Unpicking a curse that had been expertly woven by an Ancient Egyptian who was adept in the magickal arts was not a task I could ever have undertaken by myself and it took a huge amount of co-operation, puzzle solving, courage, ingenuity and skill to find a solution.
The enlightenment path has not been an easy one for me to walk. In my quest I was taken far beyond the boundaries of the ‘little me’ I thought I was and glimpsed the vastness of my multi-dimensional soul. Had I known the struggle, pain and soul searching I would have to go through I wonder if I would have had the courage to proceed, however I believe every soul on the planet has to take the path to enlightenment at some time. In the New Age as energies on the planet are shifting there is a sense of urgency for those souls who are ready to step forward and stand in their power to do so.
I hope you enjoy reading Light behind the Angels and feel encouraged by my experiences as you step out on your own journey. I’d love to receive your feedback! Buy a copy from Amazon: Light behind the Angels.