Guest Author - Elleise
Maybe you were a sensitive child. Maybe there was a time you considered yourself uncannily accurate with things you shouldn’t know. Somewhere, the idea of these things brought more uncertainty than was worth pursuing and lately seem something that just can’t be ignored!
Many people have made inquiries, lately, regarding what starts out as “odd coincidences” but with a little more prodding an all too familiar story begins to unfold. Stories about, seeing apparitions as a child or hearing voices from a loved one, who passed away just days or hours before surface with an even more alarming display of dreams of natural and personal events coming to pass.
“I never wanted this!”, “I feel like something’s wrong.” “Am I being attacked by spirits?”,”Have I done something wrong?” But even more significant comes the question, “Why is this happening to me?”
For these people, the things you’d think would be keeping them up at night go beyond the strains of keeping an even dispostion in these times of uncertainty, to a realm where dreams really do come true!
If that weren’t enough, feelings and sensations, normally associated with touch, are now being described as “consuming their entire body” overwhelming at times to the point isolation is almost preferred. Well meaning friends and family witnessing this change, assume depression or a need for counseling while the victims feel well within their wits, only confused as to why these things are happening now?
People with psychic tendencies almost always encounter an initial period of personal speculation. Following this, a second stage of dis-ease, uncertainty and emotional instability ensue primarily because there are few people they feel comfortable confiding in to learn more or even share their experiences. Usually, a tug of war between personal perceptions of good and evil, parental or societal views emerges making it even more difficult. What many of these individuals end up feeling the only option available to them is, what I call “Psychic Suicide.”
The problem with this is that it's a bit like amputating a limb or blocking any other natural gift such as artistry or piano playing. The sensation never quite goes away and there will usually come a period, when these tendencies re-emerge. These periods will virtually always have to do with personal and global change and a solid reason as to why...(to be continued)